Fuck.

Vladik posting.

As you know, she told me what was happening and I promised I would not tell anyone else. Given the nature of it, I understand why she would keep it a secret. As it is, she has many factions after her and her condition makes her the worst thing you can be to criminals, servants and other monsters - useful.

She believes she may die. I do not think so. Artyom has entrusted me with her preservation. As I have stated, her condition makes her useful and if she were in the hands of anyone who wished to use it, she would be in for a horrible time, so, I see why she is scared. You cannot see it because you are not here, but I see it. I see the physical and emotional pain it causes her every day, I see how frightened she is. She wants to be comforted but she will not let me or Kyrylo touch her. It reaches a point where I would consider terminating her, but I think Artyom would get to me, inside or outside of prison.

It seems to me, though, that putting her down is the only kind thing I could do for her. Kyrylo, however, takes the optimistic approach and says we will simply have to zero in on the cause. But she will not let us touch her.

We need to find someone she would let near her. We considered her father, but then... quickly ruled it out. Her grandparents live elsewhere and we consider them an option, but we are not sure of how involved they are in the first place.

the child.

Vladik and I found Alexandria and convinced her to come to my safehouse. When I say convinced, I mean, "dragged kicking and screaming and thrown into the trunk of my car". I cannot imagine how hard it was for Artyom to be a parent to this child.

She seems to hate me in particular, which I do not think is fair. She tried to kill me and I think that she owes me an apology! I may have to convince her to apologize to me.

I now see what Vladik meant by details she left out. She will not let us touch her, she will not let me touch her at all, she threatened to cut my hand off, all I wanted to do was touch her hair 'cause it looked soft. She had blood down her front, she was wearing gloves, she is very frail and is being sick a lot. It is disgusting and she is too busy being an unresponsive unconscious bitch to clean it up.

-Kyrylo

Artsyom has been arrested.

Kyrylo here! OH MY GOD is this what it is like to blog? It's... really boring. Even this meth doesn't really liven it up.

Vladik and I, we're trying to keep all of his things together until we can bust him out. Or he busts himself out. You wouldn't believe the crap we're dealing with while he sits in a cozy cell. We have to keep finances, drugs, supplies, allies, we have to keep everything together. And we have to reunite him with his daughter. Which will be tough because his daughter is a prudish bitch.

Vladik says the version of events she gave on her blog is not quite right, when she asked for the weapons. I am so TERRIBLE at keeping secrets that Vladik hasn't told me ANYTHING.

Well, I don't need him, I'll set up a trap of my own. I will need a box, a stick, some string, and some Skittles. That oughta do it.

-Kyrylo

Fucking good day!

OK, so maybe I said or posted some brash things the other day, disowning is a serious thing and all, we all say shit we don't mean, get over it. Not my priority right now, though...

Cause someone's on edge, someone really hates me at the moment, someone in power. Either that or someone is following me...

Between spying on those arms dealers, I had a little project on the side. Kyrylo and I, we were scoping out an electronics store for a couple of days, I figured we'd get a great take from it. Alarm system was rapid response, so we disabled it. We thought about going in at night, but Kyrylo likes doing crowd control. It seemed like our standard Wednesday robbery at first; we crashed our van through the doors, overwhelmed the place. We got the guy on the register to pay up, and the customers to hand over their wallets and valuables.

But then guess what? These heavily armed bastards from SOBR are suddenly pulling up outside in their own vans, all hopping on our dicks with their guns and shit. 

Now I should probably explain something about Kyrylo. He has a Dying Man shard inside him, whom he calls Pchelka. Now, the case usually is that a bad shard possesses a kind-hearted guy. In the case of Kyrylo and Pchelka, a kind-hearted shard tried to possess an evil man. And Pchelka pretty much ended up as Kyrylo's bitch, having to do Kyrylo's bidding, heal him and possess other people and kill them for him. Hence why Alexandria was not able to kill him. Not to say Kyrylo wasn't pissed off; he was. Anyway, resisting a shard is what makes Kyrylo really remarkable to me, his crowd control tactics are boss, he's got an enthusiasm you won't find in anyone else.

And the moment he saw the SOBR dogs, he said to me, "Tyoma, you got any idea what kind of stuff must be in their vans? Military grade shit. We could fucking triple our take and have some good heat." Here's to you, Kyrylo. Now we have some fucking excellent weapons and one hell of a haul.

Now there's SOBR crawling all over the place, and military dogs, I can smell their stench from up here. I'm gonna find out who sent their asses up here, and then I'm gonna send them back down.